Huh.. Finally. Finally I got some reflection day ((me time)) in a whole busy month. I almost drop. Why? Its not about physically drop, but more than that. Yes, it was my mental. The world gave me some.. mental treatments. Probably my God gave it to me because wants me to improve, and always be better everyday. And its because I'd pray for it. It was what I wanted. Thank You Allah!
Anyway.. My mental treatments are.. I got a "killers" senior in my workplace. They are always angry to me even I didn't made a mistakes. And then, I got a "lazy" or. "moody" work partner. Its sooo tiring when I'm working.
And you know, I feel like I had changed. My character before I come to Australia is like.. emotional, easy to get angry, stubborn, bossy, and I do something when I realized its false. And I fight for the right one. But when I'm here.. I couldn't angry. I couldn't say anything to anyone who treat me like what they are wanted. I always say sorry about everything. Sometimes I just crying alone when work finished.. Hahaha
But, I'm so glad. Maybe I changed to be better. And at least now I can handle my emotions. Thanks Australia, you makes me more..more.. mature than before.
Karratha, Australia
29 July 2020