environment.

 Perth, 16 august 2021

Looking aroun my workplace, especially working environment. Yes, peoples. Peoples to work with, its really matter for me. Probably for everyone. They are make you feel like you belong in there or not. They are make you feel like home or hell. No matter what the job is, if that hard, busy or tired, you would stay if the peoples to work with are good. Peoples to work with are important. Peoples to work with is environment. So environment is important.

Glad to feel I am in the right place right now. Leaving another coffeeshop that made me feel unworthy, and stay in SoHo Lane. I got lots people here to learn and grow. Thanks God, Alhamdulillah.

@ SoHo Lane

while break.

healing

 Perth, 13 August 2021

Just a little bit realise when I got 'bad threat' from people who make me insecure. Or I can say, that is not their problem at all. Thats all is in myown side, who have to control my self wisely. Other than that, there is a lot of people still look at my skill and attitude. In SoHo Lane, I got a manager and owner also work mate who appreciate and supportive. I know exactly I'm not good enough, then I have to learn more to be good. And thats all I need is good environment and perfect role model. Hopefully SoHo Lane can bring me to my the best of me, especially on coffee industry. I still keen and keep going to learn more about coffee. Always thirsty everyday. Nobody perfect but, everybody trying to be perfect. Thats human being.

@SoHo Lane, while I'm break on working.

insecurity

 Perth, 9 August 2021

Again and again. This mental issue is never ending. I always thought that I worth enough. Haha but I'm not. Especially for some place that I just work in. Yes, offshoot. I feel like brand new, junior, I don't get used to work in hospitality before, I feel stupid and don't know anything. Just.. feel useless and worthless.

I don't know when I can completely done with this mental issue. I should've learn how to think 'whatever' to anything. Cause I know, everythings outside my hands is never ever can control by me. I just can control my action and reaction. Hmmp, hopefully I can through it.

@Perth Bus, on the way to home.