Hello Perth!
Actually, I already arrived in Perth on last March. And now, I realized that I fallingin love with this city. Very convenient and life balance its true than Melbourne. This city is good for honeymoon or couple's life because here is not a lot of international tourist who wants to holiday. There are mostly come for work.
Anyway, I already got a job 3hrs/day at Headspace Coffee. That's good for a Covid-19 life because mostlty there are coffee is close in the city. But I still figure it out what should I do next. I will find my way for get my second year visa to NT, or.. I dont know yet. Still thinking. I still try to re-plan my "Life" way.
Actually, now, I thought I losing myself. It's like, I don't know who I am. I feel like I losing my "real" character and identity that I had when I still in Indonesia. Now I just follow the way whats going on in front of me.. like no purpose, no more ambition, no more life.
I thought I'm an extrovert. So, when I in Bandung, I usually hangout or deeptalk with my support system for charge my energy. But now, maybe.. just maybe I feel like I'm alone. Even lonely. My energy is low and I'm overthinking. Eventhough, I just need to charge myself with talk to my support system or share a story with them. Probably, when I get that, I can re-thinking and full charge. So I could be an ambitious and feel like "life" again. But.. I need to find the other way to charge myself because I dont have any "support system" here. Who can eyes to eyes, face to face talk. Oh God, I hope I doing well..
Ipu ,
Perth, 18 May 2020
Taman Victoria Park
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